pieces of my hearth

Tday,is the official date of one week i been missin you,sweet sista.It's kind of sad because couldn't get to know you better before u fly off to aussie from changi.I talk to myself, trying to comfort this little heart of mine to let go all the things that v did in the pass.The happiness, joy and sadness that v shared together.As i being to start open my ear-listening to Planet Shakers album-God's started to comfort me through one of the song. It's written by Mike Gugliemucci(this guy-is in the forth stage of fighting for cancer,yet he can write so beautiful lyrics for the LORD):-

Today,today is the day
I'm living for you
No more doing it my way
I make the change today.

Yes!!Lord i m making a change in my heart that no own could ever replace that place in my heart which is for you.Saying it could be very difficult,it's hurting very much inside-as cutting my every pieces of my flesh..it's going to stink men!!i m missing the word.So today is the day i will make my decision to stand alone for you.i going to make an impact in my friends life before i leave this place.I M A HISTORY MAKER OF THE CENTURY.Yes!! Believing it,it's going to b hard for me...but with a little seed planted in my heart, i will make the change in me.I will prove that i m a new person.

Those who believe in ME,is a NEW CREATION, no more in the old flesh.

I WILL MOVE FORWARD NOT LOOKING BACK IN THE THINGS OF THE PAST.

the potter and clay story

last sunday service, was by Ps.Zaphinair,

during the sermon time, he was telling us about trails and hardship that god allow us to go thru..but he stress that GOd didn't put it there for us to go thru...

THE POTTER N CLAY STORY

One day, clay was being busk in the sun the whole month until then the potter bring him in.In much of appreciation, he thanks the potter for bringing him in.The next step,the potter begin to press hard on the clay.The clay started to compliant agian-asking y? did the potter press him so hard.Then the potter reply, i gave you an message so that your texture will b soften.The clay said it is enuf.Pls stop that,it's hurting me. Then the potter stop.The clay ask again-r v done yet?Next, come the spinning wheel part , the potter put the clay onto the spinning wheel.As the potter spin the wheel, the clay complaint again..because clay felt that it is spinning no where and it getting dizzier.The clay ask the potter to stop so the potter stop. "R v done yet?" ask the clay..the potter say not yet.Next the potter, put the clay into the oven."Now wat u wan to do??""kill me izit"just now put me under the hot sun n now u wan to burn me to death izit? The clay ask the potter.The potter take out the clay to let it cool down.Next, the potter started to craft on the clay."stop stop,this is really hurting me. u wan me to b poke to death?"said the clay to the potter. After the potter was done wit the crafting.He put the clay into the Oven again.and this time round , he increase the temperature so to dry up the clay structure and to keep the crafting well preserver. " stop this at once, i m really in pain- take me out"said the clay.The potter take out the clay form the oven.Until then, the potter then put the clay into a cozy dark room to let it cool down so that the structure will not break ezy. The clay- he is so happy because he is not in the oven anymore , not to suffer anymore. Then clay was put inti the cozy dark room for quite sumtime.Then he started to think again that the potter have forgotten about it. But then the potter took him out, and place him in front if the mirror. The clay started"it that me??"wow!! mine oh!! mine ~so beautiful.



THE LESSON LEARN:-
1) v must not question God, when v r facing trails and temptations.
2) v must not blame God, when v r in the midst of anxieties and worries.
3) v must obey God and hold tight to his commandments, when there are difficulties.

sweetie (a-level)

Before and After Marriage Dialogue

Before the marriage:

He: Yes. At last, it was so hard to wait.

She: Do you want me to leave?

He: NO! Don't even think about it.

She: Do you love me?

He: Of course!

She: Have you ever cheated on me?

He: NO! Why you even asking?

She: Will you kiss me?

He: Yes!

She: Will you hit me?

He: No way! I'm not such kind of person!

She: Can I trust you?

Now after the marriage you can read it from bottom to the top!!!

interesting right...

how often have you had that taught in mind?

I had been thinking alot lately, oppss!!! getting away far way...hm....how izit like?wat had happen that causes that? sometimes my friend, will tell me that they had been back-slided b4.i wanted so much to b in thei shoe- to think wat had actually happen...but i just couldn't.thinking that if i gave my advice to them, they will think that i m such a bz body. well, i m not totally a good counselor.i have my weakness also.In HIm, i m able to do all things~!!

So happy reading the articles.

this articles was taken form billygraham.org

Q: I have wandered away from the Lord. Is there a way back?

this is wat he had answer--

A: It is good that you realize you have drifted away from the Lord; with such knowledge you can seek a restored relationship. We have the assurance of His Word, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9). Come to Christ, confess and turn from your sin, and He will keep His promise to forgive and cleanse; see 1 John 2:1. He further promises that He will not only forgive, but He will also forget; see Romans 8:1 and Hebrews 8:12. This is your opportunity to begin life over again and to walk with the Lord in daily fellowship.

The Holy Spirit gives us direction when we fully surrender our lives to Him. He has promised, "I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you and watch over you" (Psalm 32:8). Ask God to help you give Christ preeminence in all things, and live according to 1 Corinthians 10:31, "So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God." Daily Bible reading, prayer, and fellowship with other believers in a dynamic Bible-teaching church will help you grow strong in you grow strong in your renewed faith.

The Cross-stands Victory

A sweet remembrance of HIM, who died for us...

ALL IS WELL by J.W.H

Raised by hate upon a hill, stark there stands a cross of wood,
Look, the MAN they take and kill is the LAMB, the son of God.
See the blood now freely flow; " It is finished, hear Him cry!
Who can understand or know: Death has won; yet death will die.
All is well, all is well,
Through Christ, our CONQ'RER.
All is well.
All is well, all is well,
Through Christ, our CONQ"RER,
All is well.
Slashing wounds now scar the LAMB,
Blemish free until he's slain,
Hammer blows into His hand thunder forth again, again.
See HiS Body raised in scorn, see the spear now split His side!!
Yet vict'ry shall be won by this MAN thus crucified.
Look! The Cross now raised on High-
Symbol of Christ's reign above.
Cow'ring demons fear and fly, Driv'n before the flame of LOVE.
All of hell is mystified; satan Though this hour his gain.
See God's wisdom glorified: death destroyed in JESUS's name.
Here is hope in hopelessness, here is joy where all is pain.
Here is fount of righteousness flows to all who make their claim.
Come and drink here, come and live.
Come and feast on life and peace.
In the Cross God's all He gives, in the cross is full release.
Tow'ring o'er all history stands the Cross is full release.
Crossroad of all destiny, at the Cross is ev'rything.
See here death hung on a Cross, see self slain upon the tree,
See disease and ev'ry loss overthrown through Calvary!
All is well, all is well,
Through Christ, our Conq'rer
All is well.
All is well, all is well,
Through Christ, our Conq'rer,
All is well.

cow and boy

was realizing that i can synchronize with the little boy there..then the moo moo cow just sien ....it's kinda funny how that boy can relater to the cow...they are from different species after all.
guy's should check out (**cow and boy@ comic.com) hahhahhaha and have a good laugh at those comic ....alritis...

i m cumin home

i m cumin home to the places i belong...
yesterday was very tired, actually wan to do some shopping wit my mum, but then she felt dizzy n sick...so in the end in return v didn't go.As for our cooking n preparations for dinner,was prepare by me..cos my father will b facing his paper soon (this coming saturday)-papa keep it up =)i know u can do it.jia you...v cook some thing light for the three of us. Mei kena scolding form mum..because she wasted so much time surfing the internet...(*mum- wan to confiscate my lappie- because of her)...sad sad.....but then i got the good point of it..because she isn't spending much time on her study....I know mum mend good for her...this fews weeks dunno wat to do lo.go so long holiday-one month plus...now counting time from minutes turn to day , from day turn to week, from week turn to month.....planing to learn Japanese language.but dunno where to look to the tutor n stuf.....was looking at the yellow pages for one -but couldn't find any..then dunno wat to do d...planing also to help in children church...hopefully they will give me a call lo..well, i miss those children leh...Amazingly , until now they still can remember me...after 2 years i din help there d...*awesome ,right*_* they keep asking me to return to help in the children church lo...awww..i m so touch.....

**i can b the educationists consultant d=p...lots of the parent in church was asking me about which college or uni is the best for which course...how is the hostel like...how is the lifestyle like...how is the living course like....(almost every sunday, also got ppl asking me this questions....well, i try my best to give them the answer that they wan....then lots of aunt n uncle...ask me where r u studying right now and wat course wor....they are quite surprise that i m not in INTI anymore lo....then quite alots of them say that psychology is very gd.

there are always the good and the bad side of everything....in HELP like i can say..the education quality is there but not the student life lo...and as in INTI the quality of student life is there....but not much of education......
(ps: those who like init very much--pls dun belasah me ar..hehe).

life

woo hey ....i m back in JB, will b rotting in JB soon.....hey...friends faster come back leh....last week just got back cos in preparation fo exam..then today just finish my exam.go..just met up wit tamy n ian.....then was talking about life...wat did v do since v left INTI...it's kind of very streesful life...""dunno where to go n where to further our study lo""then just a blink of eye, v r starting our journey again to further our study.
tamy-waiting of reply from U of Manchester in aug-then if she got it she will b going there in sept...so fast..i sure will miss her very much wan...n ian also he now in IMU...then will be going to oversea.got plenty of things to do-last night i have dream=was dreaming like i was flying up in the sky , then i saw my house below...+| was flying.going thru JB town also..during the day...+then i woke up ...realizing then it was just a dream...men!!!!but now i can stii vividly remember every single detail of the dream....landmark is having a small scale PC fair..then in august time got a bigger scale PC fair in CS>>was wondering wat brand n spec-should i buy.....quite ramban mata lo...cos too many to choose from....++somebody PLS recomen sumting++ just a little bit of your idea to me...it will b very helpful d....thanksa ...pal...c ya again......some other day...